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11 October 20136:13 am
Konnichiwa !
So I guess I should update a little about what's been happening. Sincerely, it's nothing to fuss over. I mentioned about uitm and utp didn't I ? Well, as it turns out, I was rejected....AGAIN. Then, I applied into utp, the result for the interview thingy will be out this upcoming november. You just have no idea how torturing it is for me to wait & worse, what if I won't be accepted again ? I thought since my hopes and dreams are a little too dramatic and over the top, I should at least be able to overcome the hurdle of studying and get a better stand. My so called beautiful & carefree months has been nothing but a lot of sighs.
Okay enough.
I have all the time in the world. Not really. But I still manage to do whatever I want aside from helping out with the house work. I guess this is me being positive ? Anyways, I've been watching that Korean variety show called Runningman like seriously a lot and instantly fell in love with, how do you label them ? Monday couple ? I started listening to Gary's group called Leessang and I gotta say, I love their songs. There's absolutely something beautiful about how he raps and how their songs overflows into my heart. It is somewhat relaxing. Speaking of which, I was so into bands like Bullet for my Valentine and The Used and many more, but I haven't kept myself updated with their albums. So I figured, though I'm not a die hard fan of metal or rock bands, I should at least keep myself occupied with their great songs right ? But what I did was playing their old albums over & over again, everyday, every time. So much of finding new albums -.-
I kinda started to watch Japanese dramas and anime as well. Been reading tons of manga too. Yes yes, this is what you call the ultimate dark hole of lifeless. No doubt that I fell in love with anything that has to do with Japanese either. I mean, I've forgotten the fact that I used to love how the Japanese portray their guys. The style, the personalities, everything is what I've been into for such a long time. Even the ladies I adore since I was a child. I even took up the chance to learn the Japanese language, it doesn't look that tough but it is hard since I don't have anyone to practice with & I keep on forgetting. But whatever, one day I will be able to speak fluently in Japanese !
It's actually exciting you know ? Even though I rarely go out & stuff, but I haven't been this pumped up for so long, constantly searching for something new to experience. I tend to keep myself occupied from now on by doing whatever I can. Will you guys support me ? Haha
I'm running out of words now. Looking back, I don't think I have ever typed long essays like this before :3 Jaa, bye now !
xx
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